You were right to call me on my shit. I shouldn't have said what I said, especially the way I said it. I actually envy you the volunteer work you do. It's worthwhile. It means something. And if I give you shit about it, I'm sorry. I'm just that way.
You and he are being good friends right now. We need that more then anything. Please, don't be sorry. If anything this whole thing is giving me a new perspective. I don't think I've ever felt more alive.