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Design Worst He said that he couldn't come home. He had a lot to go over with a manager of the store he's at. He'd come home at the regular time. I think I've used up all of my "sick days". I've been ill for a good part of two years, what is the difference between the flu and my regular illness? Probably not a lot to him. I think he feels like he has taken on so much responsibility that he can't take time off when I'm sick. I deal with it every day, might as well learn to suck it up. I wonder at what point I became a burden to him. That when I'm sick, he no longer cares. When I'm sick, he'll go off for "his" time. "His" time is great. I just wish he didn't choose to take it when I have the flu. I feel so guilty because I take so much that I don't want to ask him not to go out. I have become a taker. I'm sure he doesn't feel like he's getting much in return. Truth be told, I don't have a lot to give right now. It's supposed to be for better or for worse. The worst is here. Why don't I handle it better?
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