Sad. Melancholy. Ok. Fine. Better than fine. What would have been?
Why?
Why get on this L-train of thought?
Why think about it?
Just sex?
Who cares?
I care. It was a lot to do with that on both sides.
Do I talk to much?
Did he have to pretend he cared to get me in bed?
Does it matter?
Why would that matter?
We got what we both wanted.
I got what I needed.
So many thoughts, so little medication.
I have some liquor left.
There's a reason for that I'm sure.
I will swig it down.
And feel just about nothing.
Which is just about what I've been feeling all afternoon.
Nothing is better than hurt.
Oh yes. And Mr. Husband and I had the "Alan Alda" of conversations. All speak and no sincerity. It acts like sincerity.
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