From the age of 9 to 28 I have had some sort of active addiction. Eating disorders to speed, random sex to random crime the list of my addictions reads like a litany of the damned. Now sober, it scares me to try and piece back together the events of my life. Create a list of those who I have wronged and make ammends whenever possible. My life feels like one big thing that I need to aplogize for. When it comes to you though, how can I apoligize if I don't know what it was that I did.
Your dissaperance from my life sticks in my ribs, more arrow than thorn, more self rightous holy fire than flames of hell.
I just want to understand.
So give me a break, write me back. Show some mercy for the lost, the found, and all the pieces of me that got lost somewhere inbetween.
-The Ebony Queen
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